Thirty-three years and no let up.

Oct 19, 2014

Last night, my granddaughter was having a sleepover. I pulled out an inflated bed, plugged it in then inflated it, but it immediately began deflating. I again inflated it, but the kids told it me it was losing air and they found the hole, it was large. I tried to tape it up, but it didn’t work, it continued to deflate. This morning when I removed the large amount of tape I had placed on it, I realized it had been cut. A tremendously large knife cut, check it out. I used to use it but I stopped because I knew sooner or later, the demonic stalking cock-Roach jr would eventually damage it. The small indentation in the middle of the cut is where the knife punctured it first then he cut it. There is no mistaking the puncture mark in the middle, I circled the small mark in the middle. I’m here thinking how the demonic stalking cock-Roach jr had never gone home in the past 33 years on any holidays to visit his family. He is always here harassing and stalking. I believe he had told his family and his friends he was coming I get me. After all, I had moved back with him in the summer of 1992. But since I passed him on the street with his stupid ruse, that made him more embarrassed and he couldn’t go back since I was not with him. I believe that was why he kept taking my underwear and all my clothing. I was 41 years old, and I was looking good, but since he had been telling people, “she is stupid, she is slow” he thought his ruse would have worked and I wouldn’t know it was a ruse. I’m just understanding why he can’t recover and move on. He cannot get over his embarrassment because he had informed his people I would go back with him but it didn’t happen so he can’t face them. A little bit is being revealed to me each day and I am getting a peek into this narcissistic mind. (20:31 Several piercings prick on my left wrist, my right arm, my mid back, the right side of my neck, and my fingers on both hands. Jesus! Help us Lord.